Saturday, February 27, 2010

becoming happy
and depressed at the same time..

Friday, February 26, 2010

i hope we become friends :)
you seem so cool!!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

there's a drumming noise
inside my head
it starts when you're around
i swear if you could hear it
it makes such an almighty sound

louder than sirens
louder than bells
sweeter than heaven
hotter than hell..

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

i realise now
that nothing will happen.

sure i'll see you every so often
but i can tell that nothing between us
will ever happen.

but who said i can't

you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

will i see you again tomorrow?

Monday, February 22, 2010

toy story double feature
was amazing.

would have been even better
if i had seen you before.
hopefully tomorrow :)

Saturday, February 20, 2010

i won't be happy
until we're friends again.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

year 9 camp was mint
i was mr black :)

was exhausted
had crap hair
sore feet
& graham atkinson as my room mate.

and still
i thought about you every day
i was away.

i think you might be special.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

just thinking about you
makes me smile


Monday, February 15, 2010

i've only talked to you briefly
yet it feels like we already have a connection :)
it made my day!


Sunday, February 14, 2010

the film based around
'single awareness day'
was surprisingly good.

now i have a lovely night
of doing.. nothing?

i don't know.
i have friends over at the moment

we might go on an adventure


i got a little bit excited..

don't aim tomorrow aim today
don't look back at mistakes you've made
one step in the right direction
is all you need for perfection.

its the little things that make a life found
like the sky up and the rain down.

you can't live a little and expect a lot
you gotta stand on your own two feet and say
why not?

Saturday, February 13, 2010

happy valentines day.
even if you are spending it alone.

valentines day


great work james.
great work..

Friday, February 12, 2010

it sucks to see people get hurt
over things that are out of their control
its not fair.

even thought the concept of fair
is just a dream.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

"sometimes i feel like throwing
my hands up in the air
i know i can count on you

sometimes i feel like saying
lord i just don't care
but you've got the love i need to see me through."

so i'm still planning my american getaway.
2 weeks in NYC
1 week in DC/MIA
1 week in LA

and i think i'll make another blog for my adventures

Monday, February 8, 2010

how can i expect everything to go back
the way it was?

was i really that stupid?

Saturday, February 6, 2010

i hate it when people make assumptions
about you and your lifestyle,
yet they have no idea how you have become
what you are.

i will never forget you.
never ever ever.

even if they tell me to let you go,
i just simply can't.

your impression on my life has left its mark,
in the way of a broken heart.

i've tried to re-assemble it
but whenever i get close i think of you.

i wish things could be different.
i wish i had no regrets.

i wish people would take me for who i am
not for who they think i am.

Friday, February 5, 2010

i'm writing a novel
it is going to be awesome!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

haha so you were offended!
i was clearly joking :P but you don't really know me that well.
so i guess it is fine haha!

10am start at work tomorrow :)
james is happy!

and 24 season 8 starts on NZ tv tonight.
too bad i've already seen up to episode 6.

i sorted everything out with you.
and got into another fight with that person.
but no that i have sorted it out with you,
that person wants to be friends again.
someone has been taking sides..

i hate it when you meet someone new.
for some reason you have an attraction.
and you know nothing will ever happen.

yet you still hold on to that glimemr of hope.

the feeling of feeling 'complete' is still foreign to me.
who would have thought that my past would still be holding me down.
it has nearly been two years, yet i'm still scared to open up to someone.
even though, thats the one thing i want most in this world.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

do i pick up the pieces and walk away,
or do i pick them up and put them back together?

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

trust; for some reason i have none in others, yet i expect it in return.

i'm open to the world, yet i'm still completely closed off.

everything that happens to us are the pieces in our jigsaw of life.

i'm afraid of what might be around the corner for me, yet i'm still afraid of what's behind me.

trying to do the right thing can always bite you back.

think what you want, but you still can't change what i think.

i don't like people treating me like crap, even if it is only me that thinks it.

when you tell someone to not get involved, they will anyway.

there are some things that a band aid can't fix.

you don't know anything until you have to reassemble yourself.
even worse; your heart.

some people don't understand the difference between right & wrong.

growing up is harder than it appears.

i would rather stay at home alone than be surrounded by idiots.

the novelty of parties wore off very fast.

i still don't understand why 13 year olds need to slut themselves up as much as they do.

i sometimes question how well i know myself.

you may think you know me. but you have no idea.

Monday, February 1, 2010

27 acts
3 days
20 dollars lost
20,000+ people
26 degrees
5 groups of friends
200 dollars
2 pizzas
4 slushies
3am sleep time
5 wicked stages
4 cds
3 hours travel
2 pairs of shoes
1 me.

parachute + laneway 2010