Monday, May 31, 2010

under your spell again.
i can't say no to you.
crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
i can't say no to you.

shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
now i can't let go of this dream.
i can't breathe but i feel..

Good Enough
i feel good enough for you.

drink up sweet decadence.
i can't say no to you,
and i've completely lost myself, and i don't mind.
i can't say no to you.

shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
now i can't let go of this dream.
can't believe that i feel..

Good Enough
i feel good enough.
it's been such a long time coming, but i feel good.

and i'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
pour real life down on me.
'cause i can't hold on to anything this good enough.
am i good enough for you to love me too?

so take care what you ask of me,
'cause i can't say no.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

i'm sick
of being


Friday, May 28, 2010

tbh; i miss my friends more than they know.

Monday, May 24, 2010

the following takes place between
two thousand and one & two thousand and ten.

farewell 24.

can we pretend that
airplanes in the night sky
are like shooting stars?

i could really use a wish right now..

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

i wish we could be together more often!
i love being with you.

i less than three you :)

Monday, May 17, 2010

shit last few days.
why were you not with me!

i miss you.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

i love spending time with you.
you make me happy,
but you already know that.

i'm glad i make you happy too.
i think we are happy together,

if only we could get that little bit closer,
when we have our little awkward hugs.

i don't think our first kiss could have been
any more perfect.

i don't think you could be any more perfect
if you even tried.

you're amazing.

Friday, May 14, 2010


thanks josh.

i've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
and up until now i swore to myself
that i'm content with loneliness

but you are the only exception
and i'm on my way to believing..

i'm so happy.
i hope you're as happy as me.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

There's nothing you can know that isn't known. 
Nothing you can see that isn't shown. 
Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be. 
It's easy.

all you need is love.
love is all you need.

i kept thinking about you today
even when i was trying to do work
you just kept popping up in my mind.

i'm pretty happy right now tbh.


except i woke up with a headache :(
probably because my mind was racing last night :D

this is so surreal!


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

i don't have any credit
but this is my reply.

goood morning :D
have fun today!
and stay out of trouble haha xD

i can't believe this has happened.

james is beyond happy.
i'm fucking fantastically happy :)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

hi josh.
i think you're pretty amazing :)

i just wanted you to know.

that view is pretty cool,
but not as cool as our one haha!

i forgot how in love i am with new york.

need i say more?

i hope you will be ok.
i didn't even see this coming.
you were both so great together.
but things happen for a reason,
and i hope you will come out of this
as a stronger person.

ily friend.


please and thank you.
july 29 here i come

Monday, May 10, 2010

like seriously!

i won't let this happiness slip.
i can't let it slip.



i'm happier than ever
all thanks to you.

how old is this kid?
who cares, he is standing up for his beliefs :)
i salute you.

Friday, May 7, 2010

need i say more?

Thursday, May 6, 2010

i would like to take this opportunity
to speak about an icon
a role model
a human being

domino harvey.
born august 7 1969
was the daughter of oscar winning actor
laurence harvey.

he died when she was only 3 years old.
so she was raised by her mother
paulene stone, a former vogue cover girl.

domino chose to live the nasty life
she became a bounty hunter in the
los angeles county.

she lived a dangerous life
but managed to survive through
the dangers of her job.

domino harvey sadly passed away
june 27 2005
after a drug overdose.

she was discovered in her bath tub.

her story may be a dark one
but it just goes to prove
that people should be allowed to do
what they want to do.

which is why she should be an
to us all.

i still don't understand why
people don't like the film domino.
it is fantastic.

in loving memory
domino harvey

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

i wonder if people can tell what your thinking
if they can pick up hints
if they know that i care for them

or am i still just a ghost in everyones lives?

i want to know what
is like.


the stars, the moon, they have all blown out
you left me in the dark
no dawn, no day, i'm always in this twilight
in the shadow of your heart.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

maybe it is best to let things go
even when you don't want to
you know it is the best move you can make.

btw hello blog
i've not said hi in a while.

i want to be happy again
is that too much to ask?